"Do
crazy stuff as much as you can. Don't turn into one of those boring,
tie-wearing wankers who know nothing but their job... you have had your
eyes opened, so keep them open as long as you can."
Compared to how I was before, the only difference between me and those boring, tie-wearing wankers is that I don't wear a tie - well, not usually. I seemed to have lost sight of things a bit lately. Not to say that my life has been miserable, not in the least, and I certainly like my job but I fully realize that I am leaving so much more fun and happiness on the table that is rightfully mine. I just need to wake up a bit, let go of the past and take it - I have woken up now.
I'm hopeful, because it's funny how quickly things can change. The perfect and most satisfying example being my last post - the girl I was always hoping to meet and fell in love with was leaving for Mexico for six months and it nearly broke my heart. But fast-forward 10 months, a trip to Mexico (plus a few others), a couple hundred Skype calls, six thousand Facebook messages and we're together and as in love as ever...
Compared to how I was before, the only difference between me and those boring, tie-wearing wankers is that I don't wear a tie - well, not usually. I seemed to have lost sight of things a bit lately. Not to say that my life has been miserable, not in the least, and I certainly like my job but I fully realize that I am leaving so much more fun and happiness on the table that is rightfully mine. I just need to wake up a bit, let go of the past and take it - I have woken up now.
I'm hopeful, because it's funny how quickly things can change. The perfect and most satisfying example being my last post - the girl I was always hoping to meet and fell in love with was leaving for Mexico for six months and it nearly broke my heart. But fast-forward 10 months, a trip to Mexico (plus a few others), a couple hundred Skype calls, six thousand Facebook messages and we're together and as in love as ever...
Feeling uninspired and allowing certain parts of yourself to stagnate is never a good thing. I've had a great run and achieved a lot of my goals but I'm not nearly over, in fact, I have to see this as only the beginning because in a lot of ways, it is. I am entering a new part of my life in Sweden. A new apartment, a girlfriend I adore and who adores me, and free healthcare - fuck yeah!
This summer will be one to remember - filled with new experiences, warm sunsets, good friends and lots of love... (and maybe even a trip to my beloved Mälaren).