She Lost Me, I Never Had Her

I really thought it was different this time, because it felt that way.
And so I never saw it as a burden, it was simply waiting for something worthwhile, more real.
It was enough for me, but it just wasn't for her.
I like my freedom too but now it feels like I'm being forced to move on which kills me...
Because when I finally do, it will be for good and it will break my heart... cause there's no going back.
She lost me, whereas I never had her.
(I just hope I can look back at some point and feel as though it was for the best.)

“You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on.”
― Tupac Shakur